"a scenic point of view of my suffering"

i would be delighted to endeavor that thought and write it in the inside of my skull
"a scenic point of view of my suffering,is there such a thing"?

you have no clue am i not right?
of what this nonsense is all about?
i am ailing to be saved..
"a scenic point of view of my suffering,is there such a thing"?

clinched between the profound failure of my deceased heart and redemption.
like a candle slowly melting,like an addiction slowly eating my insides apart,
i couldnt resist... i walked right into the flame...
and burned..
i died,
i died,
i died....

thats the scenic point of view of my suffering,is there such a thing?
no there isnt....
no there isnt....

"give me my heart back and ill walk away" he said

misery haunts me...
impending downfall lurks constantly...
darkness is where i find solace...

"just hearing you breathe,i feel alive again.
forgive me..for not understanding why you make me bleed" he said

been weak,been shattered,broken down to bits and pieces... but still i remain... funny how i long for you eventhough your mine...are you still?

the flame died before we really got burned from it... it was a very vauge concept of leaving her... "take everything,,but give me my heart back and ill walk away" he said.. 3/3/08 nightwalker...